Saturday, February 27, 2010

Time to move on

Many of you are aware of my other blog 'Fruit of my labour' which is about Aadu's Heart Surgery and the entire journey to date.
This blog as you know is not complete; it remains stuck on the day of the surgery. While I was writing this part I was crying bucket full of tears; and I had thought I had healed and gotten over the entire episode....but Noooooooooooo.....The memories are still very raw, the emotions are gushing out, and I am not able to go on and do justice to the blog that I had started with the hope that some day it will help some mother like me who is looking for answers, looking for someone else's experience to tide over her own troubled times....

I think I have been quite selfish in just paying attention to my feelings; I strayed away from the goal that I had set for the blog and for myself.

But all this is about to change; and all thanks to the email that came to me out of the blue.
The email came from a grandfather who wanted to know more about the hospital where Aadu was operated coz his grand-daughter was diagnosed with the same thing as Aadu.
He had stumbled upon my blog 'Fruit of my labour' while searching the Internet for information on the Hospital.
How lucky I am that this man decided to drop me an email !! I felt as though the purpose why the blog was put up in the first place was being met....and in that I got my inspiration to go on.

So people wish me luck as I once again begin my journey to complete the blog.
There will be tears, but they will not stop me this time; there will be emotions but I will have friends around to get me over them.


4 comments:

MindfulMeanderer said...

hugsss.. n lots n lots of hugss...
wish u luck.

MindfulMeanderer said...

ps: I'm unable to comment on " 'Fruit of my labour' .. some prob with the comment form..

Anonymous said...

All the best Neelum....
he wachtana majhya dolyat pani aale....
You are a brave mother!!!!!!!

Manali

Swati said...

Hugs dear